Each dawn, I die a little more. I have stories to tell and friends tell me to write them for myself and to get them out here, but too what end? I have been doing this for two years now and find myself sinking more than treading water.
I am on a great course and doing well, I was going to edit book 2 of the Chronicles of Mark Johnson, but as nobody got book 1-what is the point?
I always said, "You get 3 chances and then you strike out, book 2 was my third and I struck out."
I knew from the moment I ended the first book of Chronicles http://www.amazon.com/dp/B008BEDMSO that as much as I enjoyed writing the book, it would never (!) sell as it is too far out for the majority of the public to comprehend; I cannot write porn and my zombie story has fallen to pieces too, so I am becalmed.
As for writing for myself, I need to get the spark back that I had a few months ago, sadly the flame has died out.