With Julia's help I am growing by the day, but this growth brings with it a share of problems.
The main one being, if all things grow, I don't wish to disappoint people by not coming up to what they expect from my work. I know I am a hard critic of my own work, because I never believe it is as good as I get told it is.
Another factor is all things reach a peak, and if I haven't reached mine yet, where will I be when I do? I don't want the work to get so good, when I fail to reach what readers expect of me. The fall is catastrophic.
I realise things may not turn out this way, but...