My soul was put in the books I wrote and see them fail so terribly, has torn my soul to shreds.
I do have a couple of PS3 games I enjoy playing, but this only fills a short period of time.
I would normally change from writing to reading, but at the moment, despite a good and varied library I can find no solace in the word, as it reminds me of my failures and taunts me.
I do have many dvd box sets to watch, covering children's stories like "Excalibur" and going via NCIS/CSI to Firefly.
I honestly have come to a dead end, each day I find the urge to write a bitter struggle-even though I want to finish some stories for my close friend, Ruth.