My disability won after the 18 year battle
I have a pain in my right that makes typing painful, and that has extended to the wrist now. – I won’t make a difference now, as writing is so painful.
So, this is it, my time is over as a writer, I can only thank my readers and hope they enjoyed my ebooks (nobody told me). The books are still for sale on https://www.draft2digital.com/book/ and https://www.amazon.com/-/e/B007U50BOI.
In the end, it was my disability and not my mental torment that brought an end to things for me