The uphill battle not only to combat cheap Asian writers, but the ennui I feel is taking its toll on me.
I should feel honored and uplifted to be considered a writer in the top 10% of writers on @Upwork but I've heard all the plaudits before.
I'm told by friends that I am a bestseller, but I barely sell two e-books a week these days and nothing other than my #Scifi series is selling.
I am considering the option of stop writing - not that that is new - even being in the top 10% is no prize, when all the work you get is ONE JOB a MONTH.
This new concept, where I'm supposed to be getting more and better clients is another false hope, in my view. Yes, I am a doomsayer but in my defense, I've heard it all before and after more than four years of being lied to can you believe me for not thinking it's another false hope,