The well known quote from http://www.biography.com/people/ray-bradbury-9223240 aptly depicts how I feel.
My friends will tell you that I am usually far to cautious for my own good; this is because I've spent so much time watching my back ans waiting for sneak attacks that I have a defensive mindset.
This caution is the cause for my present concerns. For the past month, I haven't played any heavy metal on Youtube. Playing Alice Cooper http://www.sickthingsuk.co.uk/usually denotes that something isn't right, but for the past month, all I've played is The Crystals http://www.history-of-rock.com/crystals.htm, The Shirelles https://rockhall.com/inductees/the-shirelles/bio/, The Ronettes http://www.theguardian.com/culture/2015/nov/17/how-we-made-the-ronettes-be-my-baby-ronnie-spector-phil, Darlene Love http://darleneloveworld.com/, Shirley Alston Reeves http://www.bicoastalproductions.com/NewActsMAShirleyAlstonReeves.html and http://www.songfacts.com/blog/writing/la_la_brooks_of_the_crystals/ Lala Brooks.
I do enjoy the music very much but it's a little unsettling for me that I haven't felt as though something is wrong.